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Thursday, April 9, 2009
10:14 PM



Hey.. sorry didnt update for so long.. haishk.. im sad rite now..i cant accept what he said yesterday.. he ask me not to think of OUR relationship for the time being.. WTF.. he think it easy for me?? it not easy.. he make thing complicated.. and he makin me stress.. feel like cut myself again.. my heart is much2 pain then my hands.. i need him on my side.. he promise me tat he will alwae be my side.. but.. haishk.. im crying rite now thinkin of this problem.. this problem giving me a bad and terrible headache.. to him;
"i cant accept tat.. i will do anytink for u.. asl kan u tarik balik.. words2 u tuhh.. pls.. im beggin u.. u bukan buat me easy syg.. u make me stress.. pls understand me.. i noe people ckp im depending on u.. cuz u lahk yang buat i semangat nk belajar.. u ckp u tk nk i nangis.. tapi mcm ane i tk nangis klao u asyik buat i feel down jek.. feelin tat im not important to u.. it really hurt me tau.. u tk tau sume tuhh.. every night.. nangis fikir kan u.. asl lahk u buat mcm gini.. u nk ehk klao i masok hospital coma beberape minggu.. tk ckp dngn u..u nk gitu?? haishk.. pls.. fikir kan blik.. i tk nk mcm gini.. i nk u slalu ade dlm hidup i.. i tk nk kite berjauhan.. i tk nk kite curang wit each toher.. u carik pompuan lain.. i carik laki2 lain.. plss.. haishk.. "
that all for today.. anw just wan to thnk my bestie, BELLA and JANNAH for their advice.. thnk guys!